Alhamdulillah, Iman Najlaa my second born turns one today. Semoga adek membesar dgn sihatnya, :D dan insya-Allah menjadi anak yg solehah.

Najlaa - 1 day old. At Ward 2B, katil 16.

One year ago, around this time, adek and mummy dah selamat berehat kat wad dah. But I will never forget the experience. Subhanallah.. walaupun ramai doktor yg bebel kat mummy sebab mummy got pregnant less than a year lepas c-section. Special "thanks" to the doc yg kat Metro Hospital, Banting lah kan. Tapi, don't get me wrong, tak pernah terpikir utk "buang" adek atau tak nak terima adek. Mummy bersyukur sangat dapat adek.

Najlaa - almost 3 months
To be honest, it was not the easiest pregnancy. Macam-macam dugaan. Abang Ilyas masuk hospital after one month Abah went for minor surgery lah. Abah and Mummy accident lah. Mummy could not sleep because of severe sinus lah. Kalau dapat tidur pun, tidur duduk. Mummy hari-hari stress, sampai keluar rumah jalan-jalan pukul 2-3 pagi, sorang-sorang. Kesian Abah n Abang. Darah tinggi and kecing manis lagi. Haaaaii.. memang macam-macam.

Najlaa - 6 months. Ini walker kakak Tasha.
Tapi adek, Mummy mintak maaf. Mummy tak jaga diri Mummy masa pregnantkan adek. Mummy didn't take supplement as much as masa pregnantkan Abang. Mummy main telan je ubat selsema. Mummy bantai nenas n coke almost everyday. If something is not right, Mummy is to be blamed. 

At the same time, Mummy wants to thank Adek, sebab "beri" Mummy peluang untuk rasa normal birth. I was worried I could not make it. But it seems, Adek tak sabar-sabar nak keluar, walaupun nurse semua marah Mummy and asked me to tahan until 10cm. It was still 7cm, tapi kepala Adek dah kat bawah. Bila doktor sampai, doktor suruh Mummy push and after 4th push, Adek dah selamat keluar. 

Najlaa at 11 months.
I was sooo happy. Mummy tak boleh tak senyum walaupun sebenarnya Mummy dah hilang banyak darah. My blood pressure was very low. Tapi bila tgk Adek tidur diam-diam sebelah Mummy, Mummy jadi kuat. Alhamdulillah, tak perlu masuk darah langsung. Cuma kena ambik supplement saje.

Bila nak discharged, doktor baby check Adek. Doktor kata Adek ada Mongolian features. Sedihnya hati Mummy. Tapi Mummy takkan buang Adek. Tiap-tiap hari Mummy monitor perkembangan Adek. Alhamdulillah, sampai sekarang pada Mummy, Adek normal. In fact perkembangan Adek is faster than Abang. Adek umur 11 bulan dah pandai jalan. Abang, ngam-ngam umur dia setahun, baru dia jalan. 

Adek, thanks for the experience and sorry for everything. Be good and Mummy doakan Adek selamat dunia dan akhirat, jadi manusia yg berjaya dan berguna. Happy birthday Iman Najlaa Izzat.
One-year-old Najlaa nak keluar jalan-jalan dengan Mummy. Biskut or roti mesti kena ada.Iman Najlaa Izzat, was born on 11JUN11, 0420 hrs, weight 2.96kgs

p/s: nak tau kenapa Mummy letak nama Najlaa? Masa Mummy kat SMAP, Labu dulu, ada sorang senior Mummy nama Najlah. She's sooooo beautiful. Sangat-sangat cantik and her name for me is as beautiful as she is. So I named you after her. And according to my Iraqi friend, Najlaa mean "big beautiful eyes". And yes, you have very very big eyes. Semua orang geram tgk mata Adek. :D